Oh my, what a morning. I am sitting in my car; in a parking lot, looking for something to pass two hours, waiting for my son. I want to be inside watching my son instead of being here. However, the segway is acting weird! I went too start it and the pads were sticking and the little feet were blinking. So, I reached down and lifted the pad off the sensor and the little feet stop blinking. Then, the problem started. .. the right side started going crazy - making all kinds of noise and only stopping if I held the pad off. Since I have to have the pad on when I ride it I figured I better not chance it. Besides I can not take the pad off and I believe it is a sensor problem not a pad problem. I am not getting on it, I am sitting here instead. One hour goes by and I think time and sunshine have fixed the problem. I go out to try it again. This time I think I won't put the lift all the way down - save me the time in the cold. Luckily I do stand behind the segway and not to the side - where I was. Ok, I start the segway and it turns on with the alarm and the little feet going crazy again. I lift the pad and it stops. Then everything seems normal, I think YA. Then NO. The right wheel is engaged and it starts to spin the segway. Oh no - it is not on the ground! I do not have good strength or balance and I can not get this thing stopped! The segway is pushing me and it won't turn off - because it can't while engaged! Ahhh, I panic a bit, my heart rate goes up and I wish that this is not my life. I can see this thing getting off the lift and going crazy, hitting cars, traveling around reeking havoc. I see myself on the ground not being able to do anything to stop this. So, I lean down - put my shoulder into the right wheel - use one hand to lift up the pad and the other hand to turn off the segway. It won't turn off! Now I have to use my body, my shoulder, my right hand just to keep this thing on the lift. I use my left to lift the pad while pressing the off button. It works, The segway is off! It jumps back in place, taking me with it. However, I catch my balance and I am so thankful that it is over without any damage done! Wow, I am sitting in the car waiting - enjoying the radio, Click and Clack brothers, and enjoying the nothingness.
"Terry Wahls MD
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I still want to trust the MS societies - but I really don't. I think the drug companies are to influential there.
It has been a week of ups and downs. I love being with my son, he does not seem to mind that I am not doing anything other than watching and listening. Good thing he is at that stage where he says, "watch this", "hey, did you see that?" whew, it can get to be too much - but it is something I can do. Really, I only do not enjoy watching his video playing - which he seems to think is amazing :). He is diving and playing basketball, as well as piano (which he does not want to do), and I enjoy watching those things. He does dance around and sing to his music with headphones on and I find that fun to watch. I do not get asked to watch that however, then and he will stop and give me "heck" for spying him. I find that fun too. It helps that he is into Eminem and Pitbull right now - I like that music also.
It is Sunday, a day of church and Christmas activities, I will worry about the diet tomorrow - start the week on Monday.
The "ups and downs" are my husband and I - it has been tough on him since Jan. 6th also. If you have been reading you know that physically my life has gone downhill. However hard that is for both of us it is harder changing or giving up a plan (dream). We both saw such improvements that we honestly thought I would be walking (at least with a cane)... Now I have to start over again and we have to reassess the plan... it is such a long haul and hard work... I guess I really have nothing better planned so I might as well get busy :).
Morning: Iced green tea, avocado with garlic, olives, onion, peppers. It is already afternoon and still no "green" drink.
Dinner, turkey pot pie - for me minus the pie
after dinner - the day went to hell, on all accounts.
breakfast - already I do not want to eat anything - or drink anything I should say - but I will.
Well, I had good intentions - I just could not bring myself into the kitchen for breakfast. I found
other things to do - so no breakfast for me, just iced green tea.
lunch - alright, I made it into the kitchen and managed to have my breakfast for lunch! I made green
juice with carrot, chia seeds, turmeric, kelp, spirulina, and flax oil. This is my regular breakfast
drink, a good way to have some of the greens I need daily. I usually have kale, romaine, beet and
beet greens, celery, lemon, ginger... anything and everything that I would put in a salad.
For some reason this drink gave me an upset stomach and made me pee a lot! Probably because I have not been eating well. So I had a snack before dinner
snack - home made turkey soup with tomato, onion, celery, and carrot. Bone broth cures almost anything :). I did cheat with 6 saltines :(, they did help settle my stomach however, they are grains and eating grains is not what I want to be doing!!
OK, dinner was spaghetti with meat sauce. The sauce was good, and I could eat that not the noodles, no grains. I had a little, not hungry... Then after everyone was down for the night I was hungry and had peanut butter...
So, a half and half day. Oh, I have every hope to do better tomorrow :)